ну и что? к чему все это ведет?...

so what? what does all this lead to? it happens, you write a book, put all of yourself into it, think, imagine, speak on behalf of the heroes, and then, BAM !!! you understand that for this you do not have much experience, give up. Why did you start ?? or with music, you play and understand that a lot is wrong .. Sometimes, you play the same moment for an hour 8 days in a row .. and if in the end nothing works ... it's a shame ... you read a lot of interesting literature on this the topic ... you practice, and it seems like something comes out ... then the photograph ... I read it, learned to clumsily take pictures ... then it’s getting better and better, and you understand, you need money, a lot of money to acquire new equipment ... gave up again ... Worst of all with people ... You meet, make friends, have fun, fall in love, have fun, you understand that you betrayed or betray yourself ... Why ... but if you always think what it will lead to, then why start? and if you don’t start, then life will be empty! why do you need an empty life? no need, so you need to pack up and write music, books, take pictures, fall in love! and eventually everything will work out! the main thing is to relax and enjoy every moment ..... and it’s also important that headphones with your favorite music are stuck in your ears at these moments! and then all the difficulties will go away! and any difficulty teaches us! and ........ EVERYTHING WILL BE !!!!!