Как выразить все, что на душе? Как высказать...

How to express everything in my soul? How to express all this hurricane? And even more interesting is the question to whom? Fate Or as it is called there, as usual he did everything meanly. Again he beckoned with a “sweetie,” he let his soul open, feel alive, and at the moment when it seemed that everything was getting better, it charged another slap in the face, slammed the doors in front of his nose with such a crash that everything inside was torn off and crumbled like stucco from the ceiling. Again, as if trying to show that life is not for me, that I should behold it like a beggar child toys on colored shop windows. Leaving again to lick my non-healing wounds in four walls , striving to shrink .... And at the level of the fifth intercostal space on the left there is an open bloody hole, deep shrapnel sank there and how not to run, how not to exhaust yourself in circles on the site, every day it will remind you of what really happens to you .. .. Make me write letters into the void that they don’t read, which they don’t answer, and the answer will be only empty silence for the person erased by the eraser ...