Я раньше думал одно Что все уже решено...

I used to think one thing
That everything is already decided
What life is redivision
What to believe, I dare
To another family
To the hip of the creator
In the guise of a face
I was a hypocrite
Set an example for everyone
I took what I wanted
And did not know how to live
Where it led
Someone was lucky
And I was looking for everything
And forever suffered
But I realized already that this is not the end
That all is a whim
And there is none of us
No souls or hearts
Neither the world nor the stars
I believed but slept
Now stopped ...
Came back from the darkness
Left the war
Walked away from everything
The law is not mine
I saw myself
Completely different
And life will not die
But there is no death.
I’m not teaching
I'm not flying anymore
I'm not building coffins
It's been a long time.
I stopped living
Without praise
I’m looking for victory, but I don’t want to live.
Where is the truth? I will find.
Where is the lie? - I’ll find it.
Not what I was looking for.
No praise needed ...