Надоели новые листы … Корректировки исправления … Непостоянность...

Tired of new sheets ...
Corrections corrections ...
Volatility of behavior, leading to the darkness of the same mistakes ...

So often starting from scratch ...
At the start, you can forget about the direction ...
And the finish every day becomes an unattainable goal ...

Write with a pencil, erasing incomplete lines ...
In a story with a known end to me ...
Hope will not die ...
As long as there are new aspirations ...

But I would like to give the numbers to the remaining sheets ...
Without tearing them from the notebook of this life ...
And not letting them go in such a choppy wind ...

How tired of the new sheets ...