весна и мне грустно грустно грустно грустно грустно...

spring and I'm sad
sad sad sad sad
play repeat redo
and again
to be sad
put the word spring into five letters
until it is erased
meaning
in
I enter
and there
nobody here
there is only a room
bodies bent over tables
texts texts texts
bodies breathe stale spring
from
I want to say with you immediately
this pronoun
which is difficult to perceive neutrally
and I don't know what that means
n-neutral
not
not
not
and
you can still go to the second round
open the door again
bodies again
the smell of oblivion again
again talking windows separating you from
but it's already different you
another or another
you can't tell
let's repeat from the beginning
we formed
in the spring
gnawed a hole sagged
me and my imaginary friend
everyone has one
in back pocket
in the mouth
in the auricle
each spring friend
for a fun fantasy
around the room with bodies
in one configuration or another
see, we already have a lot
how many of them are there
and everyone is moving and saying something
slurp yawn open mouths
rub their shoes or get them dirty
incredible multi-channel love
spawning of the spring collective body
my escaping billion-headed body
the subject of violent impossible love.