Хотел просто создать группу для организации празднования Нового...

I just wanted to create a group to organize the celebration of the New Year. but sometimes in VK it’s easy to go astray. First, I saw the correct post about what you need to write in social networks as it is and not just that everything is fine, so that people around you know that everyone has problems, and don’t think that they are “problematic”, then I accidentally saw a repost of one mother of a complex child and surged ... and here I sit - I write here my thoughts. We rarely talk with Sveta about Emmanuel - you can’t say that this is a forbidden topic, it just happened. Nobody starts this topic among our relatives. I’m sometimes thinking why it all happened and I don’t have an exact answer in my head. I know that God can answer no. I believe that God loves me and Sveulchonka and Emanuel and Elisha wants the best for all of us. I do not question these things because there was too much different evidence personally in my life. But it’s not always clear to me - could I? Did I do everything right? and I'm afraid I can only understand the full answer to this question when I meet God. In this situation, I am content for the time being with the simple answer in my head - what is better for everyone here. This is a cruel answer - but it only sounds clear so far. But there is one more conclusion that after a year I can definitely make - not to give up, because God did not give up. Perhaps it is also not logical for this situation with t.z. temporary life. I look at the parents who raise children with cerebral palsy, diabetes, and Sveta now sees children with ZPR every day - do not give up this about them - because when you are told that you will have a sick child, you DO NOT believe it, when they tell you that it is better to have an abortion, you DO NOT you believe, and then when they tell you that your 5-day-old son’s diagnosis was confirmed, you understand BUT you believe that there will be a victory, that you can pass, then your wife is persistently told that it’s better to abandon the child — the wife who gave birth 12 days before still in the family home, where for an ordinary person there are mental tests, and she does not have one baby but sleeping in her ward, and the second in the other ward and both need a mother. And here you also think that everything will pass, that you will win, that you will not stop believing in healing, and that even if there is no healing, then God will help everything pass. You explain to the workers that this is your child and you will accept him like that. Then your relatives enter the fight and thank God if they are on your side. Then a healthy baby goes home, mom stays at home or in the hospital, changing with one of the grandmothers. And then ... Then the wife calls you and says that she needs to be taken from the hospital one and the morgue is here too. At this moment and then for a very long time you may not understand what happened and most importantly why? So the conclusion is that we very often concentrate on the result, and do not realize the importance of the process itself. It’s much more important to use at least one chance per million than to admit that there are few chances and it’s better not to go into battle. The Bible has the verse "The horse is prepared for the day of the battle, but victory is from the Lord" - now I understand it in the context that there is a victory that we can only taste in eternity, but for this we need the process to be victorious. After what I experienced, for a long time I was afraid to honestly answer my own question - is it possible to have an abortion? I was afraid that I would not be able to answer honestly, or I would answer what could be - which for me is equivalent to renouncing Christ. I do not blame those who made this or that choice in their life, because I know for sure that we have only one Judge. But I understand that it is very important what choice we make now! The fact that we believe in God does not mean that He must do everything as we want, it does not mean that everything will be easy, although this does not mean that everything will be difficult. Faith in God will not protect you from problems, but it will help you pass them here on earth and will make you see victory in eternity. In a sense, you are guaranteed victory, but you have to fight! The struggle and your decisions matter no less than the result itself. I believe that Emanuel is with God and he is doing well, and one day we will meet with him!