Я ждал тебя, но приходила ты к другим...

I was waiting for you, but you came to others
But why and what happened
It seemed like I used to be you
But something later in this world has changed

I know you often make others happy
Let it be ghostly and fragile
You give them front
From our life, which happens to be a meat grinder

I was waiting for you, all asked questions without answers
Searched in the light of day, in the darkness of the night
'Cause you used to be so close somewhere
I saw you often, lived by you ...

But time passed, fate giving a lesson
Stuck the abyss of life without you
And here I am, dying from reflection
Felt like tenderly and loving

Your transparent image touched me
So familiar and dear
But years of meditating life is grim
Restrained the momentum of joy is great

I'm holding my breath, without movements
Could not believe - again you
It seems to me at that moment gravity
Reduced their efforts at times ...

But fear and pain and what the hell knows
Prevent me from enjoying you
however, the heart cannot be fooled, freezes
It, when I see your image again ...